around the flower

sitting around the flower makes me feel... so loved and protected.. is there anybody wants to do it just for my lonely soul...

angel story

“Story about a friend”

The Grand Opening
The days get better everyday, shine sparkling on the window, birds flying o the sky and everybody on earth seems very busy with their own business. This is already the year of 2005 on earth. 5 years again is the year of 3000, triple years that make more than half people on earth think that there will be no more ‘friends’ exist on this damn planet. Yach… I live on earth, one of planets on the universe that more than 250 million people make it as their lovely home. At this time I called one of my friend’s house as ‘a home’ for me.
My name is angel, and I was 22 years old. I am a beautiful girl that still has to find the best lover for her self. Yaaah… a piece of my heart is full with love but still I don’t have a prince charming close to my life. Near me I knew 2 different people. One is jenny and the other is Queen. Jenny wants her self to called jenny … he he he… ‘Cause she figure her self as ‘ the Sexiest Jennifer Lopez’ but to prove it… I suggest you look it by your self. The other is queen; actually I called her queen’ cause her real name likes one of the queens on England. She doesn’t looks like a queen but I heard a lot of people say that her heart is like ‘a queen.’ For nearly 2 half years we always meet everyday. Three of us have different kind of problems and we are three different types of people. I was a quite girl who doesn’t like to speak a lot. I choose to hear a lot than speak a lot. I hate “a lie’ but I thought I lie a lot… (he..he..) and I don’t like to see and do a fighting. I am a beautiful girl with long black hair, I have the color of Indonesian people… and I’m proud I live in Bali and grown up as a Balinese girl. I’m about 6 feet and My wish is to find ‘a beautiful heaven’ for my lovely own home. And… Oppzzz! I think that’s all my personality, it’s time to you to know what my opinion was about two ’damn’ girls here…. (he..he..) First I’ll tell you about jenny. To me Jenny is like ‘sea bird,’ she likes to fly but she didn’t find her own cage yet. Sometimes she also forget that every bird have they own power to fly, but to me she stills like ‘a sea bird’ who just looks at the blue sky and swap her wings to fly higher than she thoughts. Jenny is a nice person, but there are something that make me as a friend didn’t understand at all why she did it accept for queen, Queen is the oldest girl between us. She’s like the moon in the night. She is our ‘goddess’ especially for me. She is more than my own mother. Queen is more like one of the famous puppets on Bali. To me she likes ‘Srikandi.’ Srikandi is a wise girl who nearly become ‘a goddess’ but failed because she choose two ways crossing her life. She was very wise, she also have ‘a gold heart’ that Brahma gave to her, but when she have to choose a slide way between ‘the life intersection,’ she prefer to stand and take care the people who pass there then choose one of the way. She feels her life was a miracle by just standing there without choosing one of the ways like the other people. Queen is like ‘a big sister’ to Jenny and me. She always gives us a choice between the rocks of life that always squeeze our body. She always stair our way but she always forgets her own way of life. But to me queen is not a perfect queen, she just like a tiny squirrel who forgets that the world isn’t just her toys, sometimes when she fell over it will be very hurt to her. Queen will always act like ‘a damn queen.’