Last Second of ~06
31:12:06;R$D
This the last day in this year, like usual there’s always something that stuck in my heart. It slowly makes a pain... I felt powerless. I need strength to keep my light on. What I got to do to make it better? In the morning I got more lessons from the earth, they didn’t always fulfill our entire dream although at that time we really need it. Sometimes if the god of destiny says at that time we have to dying we will be. Nobody can stoop the writing of destiny in your right hand. So be proud.. Make everything on your soul learn to accept the condition of ‘the Naughty earth.’
On 2006 a lot of think happen. I learn a lot. The nature forces me to learn. In fact on this year I already live alone. My family already become a stone; just have a shape but nothing inside it. I felt that so deep when my grandmother passed away on May and finally my father too on September ( forgive me papa). I am so crushed. Especially when I mostly spend my time on my boarding house and my friend’s house. They’re kind. Thanks to god they still try to accept me. But however I try to hide it I couldn’t. I realize it wasn’t my house.. I couldn’t make my self-sheltering there for all the time, it was wrong. Every time I fill cold and heat I could shelter there, but I have to realize they couldn’t always accept me. Sometimes I have to solve all my headache alone, although my light was already gone. In this year thee nature teach me a lot, beside useful lesson in life he also teach me how to receive an incredible hurt and wonderful drubbing. My heart has to strong and big enough to take a storm. I just don’t know did my body had an enough powerful to face it next year? I really don’t have the answer of that question. I really don’t… I’m sorry!!!!!
The year of 2006 also make me thankful to YOU…. My dearest GOD! I thank to you for all the wonderful thing that you’ve made for me. Thanks YOU already protect me, giving me all the strength to live…. Thanks for everything … THANK YOU!
I hope next year all my life will be much better and GOD will gave me happiness and always protect me ’n my heart. And God… please help me to become a better”angel” for “tomorrow” … Thanks…
(Just an empty feels… …. Of lonely pretty girl)
This the last day in this year, like usual there’s always something that stuck in my heart. It slowly makes a pain... I felt powerless. I need strength to keep my light on. What I got to do to make it better? In the morning I got more lessons from the earth, they didn’t always fulfill our entire dream although at that time we really need it. Sometimes if the god of destiny says at that time we have to dying we will be. Nobody can stoop the writing of destiny in your right hand. So be proud.. Make everything on your soul learn to accept the condition of ‘the Naughty earth.’
On 2006 a lot of think happen. I learn a lot. The nature forces me to learn. In fact on this year I already live alone. My family already become a stone; just have a shape but nothing inside it. I felt that so deep when my grandmother passed away on May and finally my father too on September ( forgive me papa). I am so crushed. Especially when I mostly spend my time on my boarding house and my friend’s house. They’re kind. Thanks to god they still try to accept me. But however I try to hide it I couldn’t. I realize it wasn’t my house.. I couldn’t make my self-sheltering there for all the time, it was wrong. Every time I fill cold and heat I could shelter there, but I have to realize they couldn’t always accept me. Sometimes I have to solve all my headache alone, although my light was already gone. In this year thee nature teach me a lot, beside useful lesson in life he also teach me how to receive an incredible hurt and wonderful drubbing. My heart has to strong and big enough to take a storm. I just don’t know did my body had an enough powerful to face it next year? I really don’t have the answer of that question. I really don’t… I’m sorry!!!!!
The year of 2006 also make me thankful to YOU…. My dearest GOD! I thank to you for all the wonderful thing that you’ve made for me. Thanks YOU already protect me, giving me all the strength to live…. Thanks for everything … THANK YOU!
I hope next year all my life will be much better and GOD will gave me happiness and always protect me ’n my heart. And God… please help me to become a better”angel” for “tomorrow” … Thanks…
(Just an empty feels… …. Of lonely pretty girl)
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